Friday, December 09, 2016


Here we are.

We are almost.
 To the end.

Here I am.
Wishing that 2017,
Will be a little bit different.

The truth is,
2016 is not a good year.
 A mess.

I forgot
This is reality

Means nothing anymore?

This close to give up
I can't
Because I know

God have great plans for me.

Monday, October 10, 2016

Sakura Koi Watercolour


New Toys.

Gonna be extremely busy with this.

Wednesday, September 21, 2016


I have a new hobby. 

I found inner peace with paintings

Need that Sakura koi watercolour
Next on wishlist (long one too)

Just updating so that I won't forget that today, I've changed.

To be,
Dali, the girl who paintings are ugly as fuck but called it art.

Wednesday, March 16, 2016

First Date

Have you ever been on a first date
That you really feel like this is it
Both of you 'clicked'

It was simple

You talked for hours and laugh all night
Nothing to hide
 Nothing to be afraid of
Just looking at each other
Saying things that don't even make any sense
But it make sense to us

The whole night is just perfect
Drinks after drinks
Nothing was in the way
Only time
As it is getting late

You don't want it to end
You want to talk to each other
Its like you've known each other for years
And so much to catch on

I felt that
Only with you
We know
We are meant to be
You are my other half
The one i search high & low

No one can replace you
Everyone knows that

Things that happen
We can't undo
Just be happy now
I hope you find someone who loves you
the way i do

ps: being in love with you is hard. But letting you go, a part of me died.

Sunday, January 17, 2016

The Girl in The book

so today I decided to watch a movie called

'The Girl In The Book'

I must say, it was good.
Not THAT good.
But interesting.
I kinda like it.

I am now obsessing with organizer and journals again,
as always.
Thinking of having a new one soon.


Sunday, January 03, 2016



I really hope this year will be so much better than last year.
I won't say that last year was the wrost.
But i've learned a lot.
Tears, smiles and laughter.

Changing something this year
Hope for the best

Thank you so much 2015.

Sunday, December 20, 2015

Bye 2015

This year is a rollercoaster ride.

I lost a lot of people i love
And still do.
And just recently, 
i lost someone who i thought will be my best friend forever.
I was wrong.

Is it me? 
Is it my fault? 
I need answers.

Seeing others happily moving foward.
I thought i am strong enough, 
But im not
I am not

Goodbye 2015

Saturday, August 29, 2015




I am messed-up.

Friday, August 14, 2015

Past & Future

The past.

I used to write
So many things here
This is where i pour my heart out
This is where i can be myself
It was stupid of me to delete my past
Just because i don't want it to haunt me
guess what?
It still does and always will
But atleast i can have a good laugh reading my past
But i was stupid

The future.

I am scared
There are no words to describe it
I am just like a small boat
In the middle of the wide blue sea
Alone and lonely
Cold and confused
What am i doing?
I have no idea

People have their own plans in life
I have none.
I just want a happy life
Is that consider as a plan?
Or am i still dreaming? 

Past & Future

Which one is will you choose?

Even the future is uncertain,
I will always choose the future.

ps: take me away

Sunday, August 09, 2015


I don't know what am I doing here.