Saturday, May 30, 2015


Please come fast
I want to be 24

Thursday, February 05, 2015

one day


i am never alone.
i know life seems a bit dull
a bit messy
a bit confusing

but i am never alone

i believe that one day, 
i will find that one person that could bring me happiness
not just for me,
 but for us
 and our family.

one day.

the past might be too hard for me
but believe it of not,
i survived

i miss having that person that could make me laugh
make me smile
not with his jokes or anything
but simply just by looking at his face
and being with him

one day.

ps: i know what my heart wants, and it is you.

Monday, December 22, 2014


hello life
i know this is hard now.
but please stay strong
we've been here before
but this is my lowest point
i know it's hard
get it together
i can do this

Tuesday, December 02, 2014

internship (updated)

woahhh, it seems like just yesterday was the 1st week of my internship and yet here i am.
on my last month here.
you know why?
i kinda like it here.
i get to know the people here and be friends with them.
such great people.
i will miss this place for sure

great bosses
great environment

just wished i could stay a lil bit longer :)


Wednesday, October 15, 2014


Batiste Dry Shampoo
this saved my life
Ladies if u are too lazy to wash ur hair and in a hurry,
all u have to do is spray this.
i have the Blush one.
so nice.
gonna buy more


Hari - hari benda sama
benda sama aku dengar
panas telinga aku
nama dia kau sebut sebut
habis aku ini apa?
kuli engkau?
just tunggu.
*senyum sinis


not the movie.
this is real life situation.
so this week is my 6th week and here i am.
updating my life.
been so busy till i dont even notice that i have a blog
it is like i dont have time for anything anymore.
but since at work i have full internet access
i can do something i love again.
oh yeah and watching Carrie in Sex in the City been writing
just make me wanna write again.
will be posting a lot after this.
ps: I need more sleep.

Friday, August 08, 2014

Rainbow Loom

new addiction
this is my new hobby
i just started this yesterday since i just bought em.
i need more rubber bands
please i need moreeeee

Tuesday, July 15, 2014


no more classes
no more

i just got my internship to be done now
how time flies
i am going to miss all
my friends
my lectures
the classes

when i thought i wont missed all these
i am so wrong
i actually already missing there
see youguys soon
good luck for internship

Friday, February 07, 2014


its been a while since i wrote something here. 
yes, i've been busy with my lie as a student.
i have no time to write anymore. but i guess now i must start to write back.
my blog is where i wrote everything since years ago.
i will never stop writing.

i know i wrote things that sometimes means nothing to the people out there
but it means a lot to me.
this is where i will go to when i need to go back to read on my past
i know i will grow old and miss my past
this is where im gonna go.

hello blog
i miss you.

btw, its been a week now since my trip to langkawi with Adil and his family
it was a blast
i had so much fun
thankyou Adil and family
1st time to langkawi
i know, lame.
we went island hopping, shopping and the food there was amazing!
the beach, the sand, the sea

gosh. so beautiful.
again thankyou baby.

ps: i really had a good time with family. :)