Tuesday, July 07, 2015


Still stalking me?
Just leave me alone.

ps: i knew you gonna post something and start calling me things again. Just shut up.

Monday, July 06, 2015


I don't know what is wrong with me

But you, 
You make my heart goes

But I will keep this feelings away.
Because I know, I am only dreaming

A crush 

ps: being emotional because my birthday is around the corner 
and all alone this year

Sunday, June 21, 2015

One last cry

I need

Just one more


ps: what is this feeling? Please just go away.

Sunday, June 14, 2015


I always believe that time will heal all wounds
I know that there must be a person that you can't forget

You know that he/she is your everything
but things doesn't work out
You broke down
You gave up

But I know, time will heal this
The pain that I feel inside will fade away
I won't give up in love and life

But I'm sorry
I gave up on us.

ps: I will keep this blog. 

Saturday, May 30, 2015


Please come fast
I want to be 24

Thursday, February 05, 2015

one day


i am never alone.
i know life seems a bit dull
a bit messy
a bit confusing

but i am never alone

i believe that one day, 
i will find that one person that could bring me happiness
not just for me,
 but for us
 and our family.

one day.

the past might be too hard for me
but believe it of not,
i survived

i miss having that person that could make me laugh
make me smile
not with his jokes or anything
but simply just by looking at his face
and being with him

one day.

ps: i know what my heart wants, and it is you.

Monday, December 22, 2014


hello life
i know this is hard now.
but please stay strong
we've been here before
but this is my lowest point
i know it's hard
get it together
i can do this

Tuesday, December 02, 2014

internship (updated)

woahhh, it seems like just yesterday was the 1st week of my internship and yet here i am.
on my last month here.
you know why?
i kinda like it here.
i get to know the people here and be friends with them.
such great people.
i will miss this place for sure

great bosses
great environment

just wished i could stay a lil bit longer :)


Wednesday, October 15, 2014


Batiste Dry Shampoo
this saved my life
Ladies if u are too lazy to wash ur hair and in a hurry,
all u have to do is spray this.
i have the Blush one.
so nice.
gonna buy more


Hari - hari benda sama
benda sama aku dengar
panas telinga aku
nama dia kau sebut sebut
habis aku ini apa?
kuli engkau?
just tunggu.
*senyum sinis