Sunday, January 17, 2016

The Girl in The book

so today I decided to watch a movie called

'The Girl In The Book'

I must say, it was good.
Not THAT good.
But interesting.
I kinda like it.

I am now obsessing with organizer and journals again,
as always.
Thinking of having a new one soon.


Sunday, January 03, 2016



I really hope this year will be so much better than last year.
I won't say that last year was the wrost.
But i've learned a lot.
Tears, smiles and laughter.

Changing something this year
Hope for the best

Thank you so much 2015.

Sunday, December 20, 2015

Bye 2015

This year is a rollercoaster ride.

I lost a lot of people i love
And still do.
And just recently, 
i lost someone who i thought will be my best friend forever.
I was wrong.

Is it me? 
Is it my fault? 
I need answers.

Seeing others happily moving foward.
I thought i am strong enough, 
But im not
I am not

Goodbye 2015

Saturday, August 29, 2015




I am messed-up.

Friday, August 14, 2015

Past & Future

The past.

I used to write
So many things here
This is where i pour my heart out
This is where i can be myself
It was stupid of me to delete my past
Just because i don't want it to haunt me
guess what?
It still does and always will
But atleast i can have a good laugh reading my past
But i was stupid

The future.

I am scared
There are no words to describe it
I am just like a small boat
In the middle of the wide blue sea
Alone and lonely
Cold and confused
What am i doing?
I have no idea

People have their own plans in life
I have none.
I just want a happy life
Is that consider as a plan?
Or am i still dreaming? 

Past & Future

Which one is will you choose?

Even the future is uncertain,
I will always choose the future.

ps: take me away

Sunday, August 09, 2015


I don't know what am I doing here.

Tuesday, July 07, 2015


Still stalking me?
Just leave me alone.

ps: i knew you gonna post something and start calling me things again. Just shut up.

Monday, July 06, 2015


I don't know what is wrong with me

But you, 
You make my heart goes

But I will keep this feelings away.
Because I know, I am only dreaming

A crush 

ps: being emotional because my birthday is around the corner 
and all alone this year

Sunday, June 21, 2015

One last cry

I need

Just one more


ps: what is this feeling? Please just go away.

Sunday, June 14, 2015


I always believe that time will heal all wounds
I know that there must be a person that you can't forget

You know that he/she is your everything
but things doesn't work out
You broke down
You gave up

But I know, time will heal this
The pain that I feel inside will fade away
I won't give up in love and life

But I'm sorry
I gave up on us.

ps: I will keep this blog.