Thursday, December 30, 2010

Malaysian Tiger!

what a game last night.
Never felt so happy about Malaysia football team,
not after Bukit Jalil and last night.
now Malaysia won the AFF Suzuki Cup.
congrats Malaysia!
and num 22.(Keeper)
Khairul Fahmi Che Mat aka Apex
you are really something man!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

I'm Sorry, B

too many things happen this December
good ones, bad ones
happy and sad
You and Me
we are always closed
i need you, you need me
I've known you all my life
like I said before, nobody can ever replace you
but i guess things just gets complicated now
I so sad with what happen.
I know I hurt you
but look around you
do you see what I see?
always there, and I hated that.
maybe I needed time
maybe we just can be friends
I don't know what am I doing
is it the right thing?
i don't know
but all I know is I dont want you to be sad
I know you are strong.
It is really hard you know.
but I can't help it
I am too weak to faced THAT with you
when I asked you to choose, you didn't
I was hurt, because I thought you will choose me
I am really confused.
But I think this is the best
I am so sorry if I ever said bad things about you
but I want you to know something
I would never forget US

ps: i cried while posting this post. :'(

Thursday, December 23, 2010

love this

just having fun

Wednesday, December 22, 2010


  • Wedding
  • Family
  • Having fun

Tuesday, December 21, 2010


need a new sneakers

30 day Challenge.(Day 18)

My beliefs.
are you talking about my religion or something else?
ok. i am a muslim and i already discuss this on the last post.
so now, im gonna talk about something else.
what other stuff i believed
1# I belief the Daily Horoscope on The Star (newspaper)
it is true most of the times.

2# Dont wrote you name and lovers name together
its brings bad luck
eg: Hana and tom : Hatom or Toha.
stuff like that.

3# Pour some water on your plate after meal.
org ckp tak elok rezeki kering.

ps: and i belief in you.

Lets learn Spanish!

English: Haha
Spanish: jaja
English: i love you
Spanish: te quiero
English: Why?
¿por quĂ©?
English: dizzy

ps: mareos.
que soy yo.

Monday, December 20, 2010

Miss May I live in KL

Miss May I live in Kuala Lumpur!




Ballad For Layla
Unexpected Mercy
Massacre Conspiracy
Second Combat


ps: sapa nak ikot? jom?

Love is

tak nmpk?
tekan for a better view.

All i want is to

go to the beach at night.
lie down on the sand
facing the dark sky
looking at the stars
and when i turn to my side.
there you are.
beside me
holding my hand
and we count the stars
till dawn.

ps: never thought you are the one.

30 day Challenge.(Day 17)

highs and lows?

start with lows
i had a few relationships problems.
with family and friends.
with money and stuff.
everything is upside down.
everything is a total mess.
i got DL for my second semester.
i gain my confidence and
few of other friends, that i know will always stand with me
i open back my heart.
maybe this time, i will be very careful with it.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Cant take my eyes off you - Dahlia Mazelan

(muka mintak penyepak)
I am so bored.sorry.
addicted with this song for a while now.
dont ask me why.
im just a weirdo.
btw, i am getting ready for SUGAQ.
then this happen.
*around the end, i was bz fixing the wrong lyrics of the song on notepad*

ps: oldschool la konon.

30 day Challenge.(Day 16)

i skipped day 15 since it is about tumblr,
which i dont have one, but i do love some of the tumblr page, i just...
(malas la)
so.. mainstream music huh?
ok. a lot to be improve but so far i guess Malaysian artist is doing a great job.
their songs are awsome.
i mean not all.
only good artist produce good music and songs.
I am more into the lyrics of the song itself rather than the music.
kudos to all the songwriters who wrote the songs perfectly


kau gila apa?
ingat kau sambut Christmas?

Thursday, December 16, 2010

A lil bit of all?

He is awesome :)
Bruno Mars cover Medley

Tag by

ok i stoled it, sorry :P

My type of guy.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
good looking sure, but i look more into his personality and heart.

2. Smart?

3. Preferred age?
Older or same, but not younger.

4. Preferred height?
taller than me
(that is easy, because i am not that TALL!)

5. How about sense of humor?
Sure, but must know when to be serious when needed.

6. How about piercings?
ermm. if he wanted it, i dont mind.

7. Accepts you for who you are?

8. Pink hair?
Pink hair? are you kidding me? you kidding me right?
I dated 'Pink' the male version or what?

9. Mushy or no?
not to mushy please

10. Thin or fat?
Ermm.. not so fat but hugable! :)

11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin color)?
i really dont care

12. Long hair or short hair?
i prefer short. i love guys with short hair.

13. Plastic or metal?
say what?

14. Smells good?
Armani code? :)

15. Smoker?
i dont like smokers, but i really cant do anything right, but he would stop because of me, i would really love that.

16. Drinker?
No, i dont want he to be all drunk when he is with me.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
aww score!

18. Muscular?

19. Plays piano?
mm can also

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Acoustic guitar, really2 melts me up.

21. Plays violin?
nahh. not really a violin type, maybe piano or drum!

22. Sings very well?
I need him to sing to me, of course!

23. Vain?
ermm.. not to vain please :P

24. With glasses?
i think guys who wears glasses are super cute.
i dont know why, i just love looking at them!

25. With braces?

26. Shy type?
that would be cute right, but must have the confident too,
because i need someone who will stand up with/for me, beside me all the time.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
a bit of both :)

28. Active or passive?

29. Tight or bomb?
what is this?

30. Singer or dancer?
Both! please both!

31. Stunner?

32. Hiphop?
ermm, no. not really.

33. Earrings?
if it looks good, then cool :)

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
ermm. why should u again?

35. Dimples?
awww double the cute-ness!

36. Bookworm?

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
i love, love letters so you know it yourself.
post-it love letters are cute!

38. Playful?
yes! i am too.

39. Flirt?
only with me :)

40. Poem writer?

41. Serious?
at times

42. Campus crush?

43. Painter?
why not!

44. Religious?
yeap as long as he believes in God and can make me a better person

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
thats cute right?

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
please not DOTA!

47. Speaks 20 languages?

48. Loyal or faithful?
Both. no more liars!

49. Good kisser?
of course!

50. Loves children?
you gotta love children dude, because i do

ABC and Iskandar

semalam aku dengan Damia sibuk bercerita.
dia cakap dia makan ABC.
aku terus teringat history pasal ABC.
Date:2/3 tahun lepas. Musim Raya.
people involve: Aku, Iskandar, Ibu, Papa, Suraya, dan 3/4 Family lg.
(kami ramai, lebih 10 org)
Lokasi: Pokok Ceri Bagan
Tujuan: Nak makan ABC la.
Mamak: Duduk-duduk. Ramai la ini hari.

kami: (sambung meja dan duduk)

Mamak: Apa mau? Order?

Aunt Linda: Haa. buat ais kacang arr. Smua nak ais kacang?

Semua: Nak. Nak!

Iskandar: Jap. Iskandar nak ais kacang tapi kosong.
(mksudnya nak ais dan sirap sahaja)

Mamak: apa?

Ibu: Ais kacang tapi x maw kacang. mau ais sama sirap saja.

Mamak: ok ok.

setelah beberapa minit, satu-satu mangkuk ais kacang di hidang.
tiba-tiba, mamak tu bagi satu mamgkuk kosong.
ok la, mungkin ada yang nak share ke apa.
semua dah dapat Ais Kacang, kecuali Iskandar.

Uncle Lee: Mana Iskandar nya ais kacang? (bertanya kepada org di meja)

Semua pandang mangkuk kosong tersebut.

Aunt Linda: Laa! dia bg mangkuk kosong ja kat Iskandar!!!

Semua: hahahahaha!!(gelak sumpah guling2)
mintak ais kacang kosong, dapat mangkuk kosong.
gila kesian

30 day Challenge.(Day 14)

earliest memory?
this one time, i was still a lil kid.
i am with my sister.
she was around 5/6 i think.
she had this curly maggie hair and i still can't walk.
we are infront of the TV.
with some cookies in a bowl.
i wanted to hae some of the cookie, but my sis wouldn't let me.
she took the bowl and didn't gave it to me.
i started crying i guess.
she is a bully.

ps: when i was a kid, i am a gangster but not with my sister, now, it is the other way around

Breath by Breaking Benjamin

I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like.

Is it over yet, in my head?

I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind.

Is it over yet? I can't win.

So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.
I'm going all the way, get away, please.

You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you.

This will be all over soon.
Pour salt into the open wound.

Is it over yet? Let me in.

So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.
I'm going all the way, get away, please.

You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you.

I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating.

You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You got to fight just to make it through,
'cause I will be the death of you.

I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

BlackBerry (part 2)


Officially missing you

Hari ini, aku rasa rindu lagi.
sudah lama aku tak rasa begini.
Bayangan dia datang lagi.
kali ini, membawa sebak di dada.
Entah kenapa aku rasa rindu sangat dengan dia.
aku lihat seorang lelaki tua membawa kereta lama
begitu perlahan.
begitu hati-hati.dia lihat aku.
dia senyum, aku turut senyum.
saat itu, aku rindu dia.

ps: i know you are somewhere safe and happy there. i just miss you.


what was i thinking.
i am stupid.

highfive at the forehead again.

30 day Challenge.(Day 13)

that would be
OC or Miami.
because i love the beach so much.
i would like a house near the beach.
like the beach is my backyard.
it would be nice.
(just like the house in the last song)
so i could sit on the beach watching sunset and sunrise everyday
anytime i want
nothing can beat the beach.
not even food

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

tanya hati, dia rindu apa?

"kau tahu aku rindu apa?" hati jawab.

"aku Rindu....
2# aku rindu bau selepas hujan. bau tanah, rumput, pokok basah.
3# aku rindu selimut kita.
4# aku rindu kawan-kawan aku.
5# aku rindu kuku colour aku."

aku tanya hati,"kau sebut 2, mana 1? apa yang atas sekali?"
Hati jawab, "kau tahu."
aku jawab, "aku tak tahu."
hati jawab lagi, " kau boleh tipu semua orang, tapi kau tak dapat tipu aku."
aku jawab lagi, "Kau dah pecah, rabak, koyak, betul ke kau masih ada?"
Hati aku diam.
aku senyum walaupun hati aku sakit.

ps: itahaluggyukakanukauhamipataidkatadaiadhacepnakitahuka

Spaces between Fingers

"The spaces between your fingers were created so that another’s could fill them in."

gosh i miss...

My hair

who am i lying?

Haircut please

the picture is kinda spooky
i need a haircut.
like ASAP.
look at it!
long ugly and messy
no shape at all.
like long and boring.
any suggestions?
Damia asked me to botak sebelah.
what do you think?

ps: like ASAP!


beautiful picture huh?

well that is what love can be. Beautiful.

30 day Challenge.(Day 12)

  • wake up around 11am.(automatic)
  • check my phone if i had any txt or misscall
  • shower and joget in the shower a lil
  • wear something comfy
  • wake up my lil brother
  • off to Sugaq
  • work, work and work
  • Brunch
  • read The Star horoscopes(im a leo)
  • go home, and infront of lappy
  • FB-ing ,Twittering, Blogging and much more
  • off to Sugaq again, work stuff
  • Jogging
  • shower
  • dinner or no dinner
  • back with fantasy(on9)
  • sleep
thats all folks!

Monday, December 13, 2010

I wanna be just like...

Blake Lively
her skin, her lips, her hair and body
are just so sexy in all way!
i like her smile to
i have a lesbo crush.


click to enlarge

Tag by Alyn Razaly

Tag by Alyn Razaly.
Instruction : Once you are tagged , answer all the questions honestly . No lying or cheating :D

Starting time : 4.24pm

Name : Dahlia Mazelan

Brother(s) : one. annoying lil brother ever. (but a sweetheart)

Eye colour : black.

Shoe size : 6/7. depend on the shoe.

Hair : long and black.

Piercings : a pair. on the earlobe.

What are you wearing right now : tee and boxer. and cover with blanket

Where do you live : Penang,Mainland.

Favourite number : 4. i don't know why.

Favourite drink : any type of coffee and teh ais

Favourite breakfast : I'm not a morning person kinda type, but i would love hotcakes at McD. yumm.


Broken a bone : Retak pernah la. My left arm.

Been in a police car : Never,are you crazy?

Fallen for a friend : Yes. a few times, but just a crush. minor.

Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time : yes. A few too.

Swam in the ocean : i dont know how to swim. but Yes :)

Fallen asleep in school : sure, i mean who dont'?

Broken someone's heart : I think I had. and I am so sorry.

Cried when someone died : Yes. My late Grampa(i miss you) and Balqis (she is my friend at high school, died because of leukemia)

Save e-mails : Nope.

Been cheated on : Yes. I don't wanna talk about it. It was the past.


Your room look like : A ship wreck! haha! very simple.

What is right beside you : What now? another chair with my handbag on it.

What is the last thing you ate : Erm. i ate my Brunch, mee kari!!


Who did you last yell at? : Iskandar (lil bro)

Who was the last person you danced with? : Dance? ermm. i can't recall.

Who last made you smile : Kucap.


What are you listening to right now? : Adele - make you feel my love

What did you do today? : At sugaq, helping

Are you the oldest : Nope, I'm the second out of 3.

Indoors or outdoors : Both.


Talk to someone you like? : No. Sad huh?

Kiss anyone? : Today? I dont think so. Yet.
Sing? : A lot.

Talk to an ex? : Yes.

Miss someone : Totaly

Eat? : You don't want me dead right? so I must.


You talked to on the phone? : Amar, he called because it was his birthday! :)

Made you cry? : Him. You don't have to know.

You went to the mall with? : My mum and lil bro.

Who cheered you up? : Friends. :)


Been to Mexico? : No

Been to USA? : NO


Have a crush on someone : Yes.

What books are you reading right now? : i just finished Jay's journal.

Best feeling in the world : Be in Love.

Future kids name? : Bayu, Adam, Ilham. haha all boys!

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? : errr...

What's under your bed? : junk.

Favourite sport(s) : Football and now, badminton.

Favourite place : The beach

Who do you really hate? : Hate? i am a very forgiving person :)

Do you have a job? : I am a full time student :)

What time is it now? : 4.40pm.

30 day Challenge.(Day 11)

1#We are broken - Paramore

2#Seaside - The Kooks

3# Let That be Enough - Switchfoot

4# Tiger lily - Matchbook Romance

5# Kotak Hati - Hujan

6#Part of The List - Neyo

7#Selamat Pagi Sayang - Noh Salleh & DJ Fuzz

8# That's What You Get - Paramore

9#Just Like a Pill - Pink

10# Jangan Tinggal Daku - 7collar Tshirt

ps: i dont own an ipod, this is from real player.


i trusted you.
i believed in you
but now?
where are you?
why are you running away?
lied to me, the you walk away?
what is that?
"i will make you believe"
you said to me not long ago.
but look
look what happen.
you know what?
thank you so much.

Sunday, December 12, 2010


a few years back, like really years back
my mom used to gave this to me and my sis.
2 per day each, if we study and be nice the whole day.
gosh i miss that time.
all we care is sweets, cartoons and playtime!

ps: gulahati? maybe you are just a fantasy.


i wanna do this!
how to?
click here


Saturday, December 11, 2010

just another liar (part 2)

wanna be a liar?
be a good one.

When i look at you

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everbody needs a song.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's so long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.
Yeah when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.
Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colors,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
I look at you, Yeah, Woah.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

30 day Challenge.(Day 9)

future huh?
ok. when we talk about future, what do you feel?
i feel all lost.
i dont know why.
I just feel like I am not ready for the future.
I am scared of what will happen in the future.
i mean, who dont right?
future is something i dont wanna think right now.
i am focusing on the present now.

ps: I am too scared to think about future.

Kisah Semalam

*beli semalam, setelah setahun nak*

semalam aku lihat pantai.
kaki aku sentuh air laut, pasir.
tapi malam semalam tak ada angin.
tapi aku tak kesah.
laut dah cukup buat aku tenang.
terimakasih untuk semalam.

Friday, December 10, 2010


Today Horoscope stated that:
i will be hearing form someone,
who brings good news.
i thought it was only UiTM.
but i guess it is more then one good news for today right?

ps: god gave you a sign. believed it.


one word.
everything is getting better.

Good Luck All

UiTM friends,
this is for you.
i wish you all the best.
9am huh?
i get goosebumps now
i need the luck too.

30 day Challenge.(Day 8)

this is easy.
thank you.
i am a human and everyone knows that humans make mistakes.
and humans never satisfied with anything.
we want more.
i want more.
thats all i can say.
maybe soon.

From Sonny

taken form Nadiah Mansor blog.
i found that this is deep, sad, amazing story.
love is sometimes cruel. don't you think?

I wish you’d talk to me. Give me some vague sign that you do remember. ‘Cause you know what? I’m not doing well, life is actually pretty shit. And look at me. I’ve gone this whole page without using the L-word once so far. But looking at it objectively, realistically I—I’d say that I still love you. And I’m kinda afraid I won’t ever really stop—loving you. I hope they’re treating you well up there because I miss you more than ever.

Love, Sonny.


Thursday, December 09, 2010


what if, i wake up one day.
and i know i have cancer.
and i need a bone marrow.
and my kidney failed on me.
would you still be there with me?
will you donate me a bone marrow?
will you give me your kidney?
will you still love me?
when i am bald and weak, pale.
will you still look at me like you did before?

ps:will you still love me till i die?

30 day Challenge.(Day 7)

Zodiac: Leo.
yes it fits me perfectly.
Leo is
Generous and warmhearted
Creative and enthusiastic
Broad-minded and expansive

Faithful and loving

I am all of the above but expansive?
i am like a lion. very
Leo had this lucky colour, and its is red, yellow and orange.
which mine is red.
so yeah.
it fits me perfectly.

ps: i RAWR!

Wednesday, December 08, 2010

Neyo- one in a million

i love this song so much.
and Neyo?
he is the best


she is something.
now i am addicted with her songs.

ps: i wanna see your peacock, cock, cock, your peacock, cock.
in my head all day!

30 day Challenge.(Day 6)

Dahlia which is my name is actually a name of a flower.(everyone knows that)
I am a coffee addict (bigtime) in fact, im having one right now
I sing a lot. but i dont dance
I am very serious when I am in a relationship. the longest one lasted for almost 4years.
I have a birth mark on my right feet. right on top of my feet.
I have a mole on my left neck, which I think it is sexy.
I don't smoke. i just dont.
I shampoo my hair all day.
I love my long hair but i love to experiment with it so i cut it.
I love to watch movie that I end up crying because I am a very emotional person.
I love mini cooper so bad
I love sunset and sunrise. it is beautiful. God creations.
I am also a coke lover. (coca-cola)
I love neons lights and glow in the dark sticks.
I eat almost everything. like seriously, everything.
I always wanted to be a photographer, go around the world and capture every moment of it.
I can never decide on my clothing style. Sometimes I feel like dressing as a hardcore rock’n roll chick and sometimes I feel like dressing in vintage, sweet, girly clothes.
It just depends on my mood.
I think life is about Love.
smile a lot and i laugh really loud.
I think ice cream does heal a broken heart.and chocolates too
I am all lost in relationships. I dont know why.
I cry a lot.sometimes I just cry for no reason. it make me feel a lil better.
I think that guys need to be funny but serious at the same time. i really hate guys who funny all the time. i found that they are not serious.
I love bright colours like red, yellow, green, etc
chocolate flavored Ice cream is my favorite
i love to wear sneakers than heels.
i hate people who add me up in any social network just because of my looks and try to sweet talk with me. i just hate that.
i talk to myself a lot.
I am very friendly. like seriously.
I love my family, my stuff and my friends so much.

ps: i dont know what to write anymore!

Tuesday, December 07, 2010


28 Hari Jurnal Rock n Roll by Mohb Jayzuan
Chapter 14: Pulau Pinang
page 75.

aku dah selesai baca jurnal Jay.
ya, aku amat malas.(pemalas)
beli dah berhari-hari.
baru habis tadi.
dengan secawan nescafe yang terlalu pekat,
aku habis kan bacaan aku.
mungkin satu hari aku dapat peluang macam Jay.
keliling Malaysia.(sabah dan sarawak pun)
cari pengalaman. lihat negeri orang.
'Perempuan macam ahli sihir', Jay tulis.
aku tak tahu kenapa.
mungkin hatinya dah terlalu sakit kerana perempuan.
percayalah, pengalaman itu mengajar kita untuk kehidupan yang lebih baik.

ps: jangan lupa, janji kita. Berjaya dalam hidup.

Back to Basic

baru aku sedar, aku dah lama tak tulis dalam bahasa aku sendiri.
hari ini aku rasa rindu.
rindu nak lihat laut.
main air kat gigi pantai.
rasa angin tiup rambut dan kulit aku.
rasa pasir dicelah-celah kaki.
rindu lihat matahari terbenam.
hanya duduk dan tenung lama-lama laut yang luas.
rindu buang masa tepi laut.
rindu sangat.
cuti ni, aku tak sempat lagi lihat laut.
rasa sebak pula tulis macam ni.
ps: aku pernah baling botol dekat dalam selut.bukan laut.

Golden Hour

Golden Hour is beautiful right?
it's when your skin is just like sunkiss.
the glow from the sunbeam just very beautiful.
dont you love it?
i really love that.

ok im back at FB

stupid new FB.

I just DID

do you know the new FB is just so F-ing UGLY!!
i'll be back with the old FB. which i love!


this is deep

Bruno Mars

he played the guitar, piano and drum.
what else?

ps: such an inspiration!

Tag by Nadia

been tag by this cute high-school friend of mine.
this one is for you.

1. How old are you?
this is my last 'teen' years. Guess?

2.Are you single?
yes. still.

3.At what age do you think you’ll get married?
age? i really don't think about the age much, but more on the 'future-husband'

4.Do you think you’ll marrying the person you are with now?
which part of SINGLE you dont understand?

5.If not, who do you want to marry?
Gerard Butler or Bruno Mars. i would like that.

6.Who will be your bridesmaid or bestman?
my sister/cousins/girlfriends

7.Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
can i have both? beach is my favorite place to be.
maybe the beach.

8.Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
i go anywhere with my love one. i just dont care.

9.How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
just family and close ones. i want it to be special for me and future husband.

10.Will that include your exes?
sure. why not. if they wanna come.

11.How many layers of cake do you want?
cakes? yikes. lots? :P

12.When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
night. a romantic candle wedding at the beach. OMG fantasy!

13.Name the song/tune you’d like to plat at your wedding?
love songs. just the two of us, i love you i do. stuff like that.
then the kooks songs! :P

14.Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?
i just want great food.

15.Champagne or red wine?
Champagne. :P
mesti la sirap. very nostalgic
or sparkling ciders.

16.Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
right away! ok, maybe after a few days.

17.Money or household items?
i would buy the household items myself or, if you give me good stuff i dont mind.

18.How many kids would you like to have?
4. two boy and two girls.
twins maybe.

19.Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?honeymoon record?
sure. so we can sit back and watch it when we're old.

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
really? nobody!

30 day Challenge.(Day 5)

ending my own life?
yes, i was stupid back then.
it was a big mistake.
i was last year. around November
i have a major breakdown with the breakup with my first love.
i ate 10 panadol (s)
but not with coke.
im just not that brave to do such thing.
it really turns out to be nothing.
but i threw up it back since i am bulimic back then.
yo yeah. i am stupid.
it could be death there.
i dont know why i do it.
it just so very stupid.

ps: please dont try it.

Monday, December 06, 2010

The Last Song

this is a movie about second chance..
which i really think second chance is really hard to give
a movie about
well it is a sad, but great movie.

ps: do listen to the soundtrack, When I Look at You by Miley Cyrus. a great song.

30 day Challenge.(Day 4)

i am Islam.(Muslim)
and i am proud to be one.
Islam is a religion that, i think if we really know what is Islam is,
we would have a better life.
about other religions, such as Christianity, Buddhism, Hinduism and etc,
i dont know a lot about it.
but every living person should have a religion.
just look at your ID please.
you must have something you believed, something you hold.
its just life.
if you don't have something that you hold,you trust,
why are you brought to this world?
being born in this world is to find yourself.
and with religion,
yes you can find it.

You should listen

i love this song

Horoscope (Today)

Today horoscope said that it is good of Love and Romance.
and I am single.

ps: love and romance huh?