Thursday, April 28, 2011


Tatty Zainal

Diandra Arjunaidi

their voice are just amazing!
love both of you.

PriceTag :)

wow. Always

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Happy Birthday Rebecca Hani

Happy Birthday.
may God bless you.
stay the way you are.
we (my gang) will always love you

Monday, April 25, 2011

Finals yang macam sial

I just need some peace of mind, please.
its been a sleepless week.
i can't sleep. I can't focus.
i really hate what I am facing now.
stupid finals

Monday, April 18, 2011

Happy Birthday Sister!

Happy Birthday Sue!

May Allah bless you!

i love you!


ps: hadiah birthday nanti-njanti je la :P

Thursday, April 14, 2011


dah. aku dah tak larat.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Life so far

I've been listening to 3 doors down- here by me in replay for an hour now. I can't sleep. there is something in my head. I just can't close my eyes tonight. look at the time, it is 4.05am as I am typing this new entry. I can't seems to know why life is this hard. I know I am to young to say that, but really. I can't stand it. Here in Lendu, I've learn a lot about life. I know now. What have I learn? I wanted to share with you guys, but is it the right thing to do? I don't want people to judge me. what I've wrote here, in the blog is not for people to read, but it's for me. It's a place where I can pour my heart out since there is no one I can share. Nobody understand what I feel inside. That is why I wrote here. The only place where I know, will always be there for me. Sad much huh? I know. I'm not that person who have alot of people around her, that cared for her. I'm not that girl. Well I know that everything has its own ending. Happy ones, sad ones. How could I express my feelings here now, because I am in the state of confused. I can't think straight. Yes, thanks to you people out there, which are born with no heart and feelings. Maybe I am emotional but at least I know I am not hypocrite like you people out there. Things just get out of hand right now. Classmates, I really think there is enough drama for this semester. Like please, I had enough. Enough with your lies, backstabbing and so many negative things you people been doing. And you my love, I really tried and I failed so many times. maybe this is it. I can't change you no matter how hard I want you to. I've been crying all night just to make this heart feel better in the morning. But again I am so stupid. I hurt myself more. enough with all this. You are happy this way, then I'll leave. I'm not so strong inside, but I'll try. I need some peace now. wish me luck. I pray to Allah, help me in this one please. I'm not that strong. This is the 10++ times the same song is playing. I must be out of my mind right now. still I can't sleep. Gonna take my meds now. owh, I'm sick. fever and cough since 3 weeks ago and getting worst everyday. I hate meds and sickness. just please enough already, I am already this weak and still 'you' making me even sicker. -.-''

ps: don't mind what I wrote. I drank 2 glass of nescafe just now. Got headache.