Sunday, November 27, 2011

Part 5. (1st week)

the first week at Lendu
one word: F**k
seriously. I dont wanna go back there.
yes, im in Penang now.
too stressed up with everything
so i went home for some peace of mind with loves.
Thanks Family and Adil.
i really need youguys close with me.
especially at times like this.
i dont know why, but my hands and feet are pale and cold
i looked pale too.
weak and stressed up.
damn. I'm stronger than this.
yes i am.

ps: self reminder: you only can trust a few.

Honeymoon (#nohnina)

this is so cute.
honeymoon with husband
just beautiful.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Arctic Monkeys

all time favorite

Long Distance Relationship

just something I wanna say.
Long distance relationship,
mereka kata ia nya relationship yang selalunya gagal
kerana pasangan selalu berlaku tidak jujur.
Ingin kasih sayang tetapi tak dapat, so cari lain.
-taken from someone-

bagi aku, kalau dah sayang, cinta.
distance means nothing.
as long as kita trust kekasih kita.
yes, ada times kita nak kan attention dari kekasih dan mereka tak ada di sisi kita.
tetapi apa guna nya handphones?
internet yang penuh dengan pelbagai cara untuk kita berkomunikasi?
bagi aku, long distance relationship is a very strong relationship.
sama-sama kena kuat.
tak senang.
kalau alasan yang diberi
mungkin itu bukan cinta.
tetapi hanya perasaan sayang and nak attention dari seseorang.
aku paling tak suka orang yang berikan alasan distance sebagai alasan untuk tamatkan hubungan
bukan aku marah, tetapi bagi aku itu hanya alasan untuk larikan diri.

ps: kepada 'anda', jangan jadi bodoh untuk sedih bila ditinggalkan dengan alasan 'Distance'

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Monday, November 14, 2011


a few days left before Lendu
and I am not ready.
not ready at all.
not ready to leave the house
my family
Adil and his family.
I'm just not ready.
please Allah,
give me strength
and peace of mind
so that I am strong to face Lendu
all over again.

ps: i really dont like lendu.

Wednesday, November 09, 2011

Tie Dye

dah lama aku tak buat tie dye.
i just need to find a very good dye.
because the dye i used,
just let say that it is not working too good.
the 3rd trial gonna be great if i can get a good dye.


Canvas shoes

Toms. seriously, i love you.

Tuesday, November 08, 2011


is the new sexy.

Friday, November 04, 2011

Result Part 4

that's all I must say.
After a lot of things going on (bad and good)
I can go to that DL ceremony again.
Thanks to all Lectures, Family, Adil, and Friends
for the support they gave and keep on giving.
without youguys, I wont be able to stand where I'm standing now.
thankyou so much.
so, Part 5? here I come!
*like a boss

ps: good things are happening to me now. Thankyou Allah for everything.

Thursday, November 03, 2011

Rock Candy (Final Result)

so after long long weeks
this is finally done
taste like sugar.
so next time, i need to put flavoring.

Tuesday, November 01, 2011

What are Words?

Chris Medina.

i cried my heart out.
this is love.
promises and words that you gave to someone,
they will never go away.
so please keep the promise.
say what you only wanna say and really mean it.
dont go hurt their feelings.
because once a heart is hurt,
it will never be the same heart again.

[part of the lyric]
"Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone"

ps: we only found true love once and twice if you are lucky.