Sunday, December 23, 2012


Sabtu lepas, 
Interview untuk degree 
Semua ok.
Now tggu result :)

Thursday, December 20, 2012


interview untuk degree
ya, aku apply PR.
moga-moga interview nanti jalan dengan lancar.
aku tak mintak banyak, cuma mintak lecture2 yang akan interview aku nanti
tak tanya soalan2 pelik2, susah2.
doa2 kan aku 

wedges heels.

so so so..

Raisa - Melangkah

a new video clip from Raisa 

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Carly Rose Sonenclar

i love this girl so much.
another idol

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

things to be done

( )Renew my ic. *still darjah 6 punya ic

( ) 14th dec: ambik ubat kat hospital

( ) 15th jan: a date with neurology at the hospital

( ) buat knitted slippers colour black

so far this is all i must get done before, other things show up.


DONE date with baby.

Thursday, December 06, 2012


dalam banyak-banyak bunga,
Dahlia jugak yang aku rasa cantik.
Bukan sebab nama aku Dahlia,
tapi aku mmg rasa bunga Dahlia ni cantik.

a perfect flower for my wedding.
tahun bila tak tahu la.

Bruno, you are still my man

ouh my, i want your cd.

how could you hate this song.
it is so sweet.

'You never want to know how much you weight 
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But, You're perfect to me'
i love this song so much.


Monday, December 03, 2012

Carly Rose

The best cover of this song so far.

The perks of being a Wallflower

a must watch.
why kat Penang tak ada.
i meant in the cinemas?


take me here please.


hello December,
its been a year.
yes, i miss you.
the month of joy and happiness for all 
since all of us will be celebrating xmas and new year soon.
to get the mood of xmas,
i start to knit a few stuff.
(all end badly since i am such a slow learner :p)
Oh, i am also a big fan of xmas tree.
they are beautiful.
but i do think that it is rude when,
we were celebrating Deepavali but 
at the shopping malls, they were xmas deco everywhere.
i know it is in the pass now 
but i just need to get it out of my head.

1 Set

oh my, i want this.
so much.
especially the 9mm.

ps: to QB we go...


cute right?!!!
so, hello hooks, yarns and yarn needle.
im gonna make a lot of these!!

ps: Adil bought me the yarn that i wanted! 

Friday, November 23, 2012

Favorite Cars

Audi Q7
beetle VW
mini cooper

one day, InsyaAllah
kalau ada rezeki.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

kenapa kau dah discontinue?


beberapa hari di wad
aku belajar banyak benda
tak kira kaum, umur, agama.
hormat, dan beradab
mereka yang sakit lagi tahu erti hormat
yang sihat, 
benci aku.

Saturday, November 03, 2012


My top 3 singers that i wanna see they perform live.

green tea

so, ive been drinking green tea for about 4-5 months 
i think.
or more.
or less.
doesn't matter.
i drink up to 3-5 glass a day.
sometime more
i heard that green tea is really good for you
it can help to boost your metabolism 
if im not mistaken
You Should Start Drinking Green Tea Right Now:

1. Green Tea and Cancer

2. Green Tea and Heart Disease

3. Green Tea and Anti-Aging

4. Green Tea and Weight Loss

5. Green Tea and Skin

6. Green Tea and Arthritis

7. Green Tea and Bones
8. Green Tea and Cholesterol

9. Green Tea and Obesity

10. Green Tea and Diabetes

11. Green Tea and Alzheimer's

12. Green Tea and Parkinson's

13. Green Tea and Liver Disease

14. Green Tea and High Blood Pressure

15. Green Tea and Food Poisoning

16. Green Tea and Blood Sugar

17. Green Tea and Immunity

18. Green Tea and Cold and Flu

19. Green Tea and Asthma

20. Green Tea and Ear Infection

21. Green Tea and Herpes

22. Green Tea and Tooth Decay

23. Green Tea and Stress

24. Green Tea and Allergies

25. Green Tea and HIV
so, apa lagi.

Raisa. Always my fav

my dream bedroom

kalau pergi ikea.
ni la jadi nya.
aku mula nak berangan.
paling suka yg last sekali.
macam cerita the hoilday.

Monday, October 29, 2012

after 3 years

i am finally done with Lendu.
Lendu had taught me a lot about life, friendship and love.
i must admit that i will miss Lendu.
not the place, but the people there.
i found myself a family that i could never replace
they put a smile on my face and my heart.
all the burger bakar, the tutti fruiti, the late night movies, running man,
so much more.
i will miss all of them for sure.
Sir Idham, Rebecca, Kama, Amirul, Milo, uguys are the best.
thankyou for everything.
i love u guys 

ps: Shah Alam? wait for me :)

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Hello, im back.

its been a while right?
so hello.
so far, my life had been too good to be true.
i found that i deserved better.
i am in love with SAASA,
my family are still the best.
and SAASA's family is now my family too.
how life changed me.
they changed how i see in life.
i am now, so so happy and nothing can gets better than this. 
Syukur Alhamdulillah.
Allah maha Besar.
He gave me these people in my life.
He makes me believed.
Now i am much more alive than years ago.
i got so much to tell.
and i will.
i just need some time more before i could start o write again.
I just wanna say, 
how much i am grateful to have Ibu, Papa, Sue, Is, Adil, Aba, Mak, Hamzah and Adil's siblings.
they are great.

ps: all the old posts will be deleted soon.

Tuesday, June 05, 2012


a few days left before Lendu.
and i hate this feeling.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

vince kidd

ohh, i just love love love ur voice!!!!

Tuesday, May 01, 2012

Homemade Apple Pie

Today is labor day,
and it was such a slow day.
so i decided to make an apple pie.
with the help of ibu,yesterday we went to buy apples and
 the other ingredients are already in hand
I've been planning to bake this since last month,
 but i dont get the time to do so.
i was all over the place with knitting and baking cookies.
blame my 'creativeness' all the sudden
to me it tasted so so good.
papa said it is too sweet, for him.
mom said it tasted just nice, and sedap
well, now im waiting for iskandar to have a bite.

cinnamon powder ,apples ,lemon juice,sugar, eggs, 
salt, nutmeg, (which i didnt use) all purpose flour
 and pastry dough.

how i wish SAASA was here.
we can bake this together.

ps: i wanna bake something else plak la afta this :)

Monday, April 30, 2012

Nail Marbling

Gonna try this soon.
i tried it yesterday but my nail polish was too thick.
wish me luck guys!!!!

Sunday, April 29, 2012


Monster Pet Shop

this is what i've been doing for the last few weeks.
i just love monsters!!!
get it to guys.


what a beauty.

how i spent my holidays

1. knitting
2. baking
3. movie marathon
4. at sugaq
5. coffee-ing
6. adil-ing
7. youtubing

Friday, April 27, 2012

keep calm

Out of all,
coffee is the best.
i love the smell, the taste.
everything about coffee.
i love it!

i wish one day,
i could actually own a coffee shop
like a little cafe, with the best dessert in town.

Monday, April 23, 2012


tahu apa yang aku rindu?
aku rindu bila semua nya, selesa, senang, ceria.
seperti dahulu.
aku sentiasa senyum.

dunia sekarang kejam
dengan ada nya orang yang benci melihat kita bahagia
dunia sekarang susah
dengan ada nya, masalah yang bukan aku yang mintak

tapi, aku tahu, semua nya dugaan Nya.
Satu saja aku percaya.
satu saja aku pegang.
org lain tak perlu ajar aku.
hanya keluarga aku boleh ajar aku,
mana baik, mana buruk.
aku tahu.

aku rindu senyuman aku bersama tercinta.
mungkin tiada beza, tapi bagi aku,
ia nya lebih bahagia.

get lost

*my gangsta face*

here it goes.
to you, who commented on one of my post below,
if u are brave enough, please let me know who u are.
and if u are so right, put ur name there.
why u so scared of letting me know who u are?
again u are a loser.
seriously, get a life.
yes, a life.
see, i have this wonderful life, with family and loves one,
so i dont need the hate from you.
you know who u are, and i know u are one little coward
weirdo bitch.

ps: seriously, u are one damaged creature.

cookies again

cookies again, and this time is for Iskandar.
he really wants it, so i made some for him.

knit oh knit

i made this! 
a hat aka Bennie.
i must get my creative mode on!

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Paper Lanterns Fest

 why we cant have this in Malaysia.

Saturday, April 07, 2012

Homemade Chocolate Chip cookies

I've done my very own chocolate chip cookies
Thank you, Adil, Ibu and youtube for the help.

ps: need more butter.

Thursday, April 05, 2012

soft kitty

i just love emm!
Penny always sings this to Sheldon

The Bing Bang Theory

new header

I just love, love, love The Big Bang theory!
so, i decided to change my header.


The love of my life, Syed Adil Amzar
bought ipod touch 4
for my birthday in July.
this is my early birthday gift.
so sweet of him since he knows that i really want one.

ps: oww, the pic is not mine, taken from somewhere :)

good vibes


i am on a diet.
well, so far, it is not going too good because,
i am hungry all the time.
it's hard since i am at home.
with all the foods and whatnot.
its ok. 

ps: need to be size 27,48kg.come on! 

The Vow

Watched 'The Vow' just now,
and it was amazing
well, for me it is.
so romantic and yes, i cried a lil during the movie.

my fave part:

I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness and to have
the patience that love demands, to speak when words are needed and to
share the silence when they are not and to live within the warmth
of your heart and always call it home.

I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever.
I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love.

Tuesday, April 03, 2012

Semester break

Alhamdulillah, end of my sem 5.
hope everything is ok .
i have these 2 months holiday,
and i really dont know what am i supposed to do.
Lendu is making me fat
and i am on a diet now.
(starting from today)
all of my pants and tops are all......
you know.

gonna practice healthy lifestyle.
hope taht everyone is doing great, and


depan, belakang semuanya palsu.
ya, mereka kiss ass.
Tuhan itu lebih besar dari segalanya.
Tuhan Maha kuasa.

*makin benci aku tengok muka kau.

Monday, March 19, 2012

Dream Catcher

im in love with this thing since forever.
such a beauty.
gonna get it.
pretty soon.

Raisa Andriana

She is just amazing!
lovin her voice and all of her songs
especially 'could it be'
her youtube
one more of my lesbo crush.

ps: Syed Adil Amzar, you are still my num 1 :)

Monday, January 09, 2012


sorry for the late update
ive been busy with life now
so, happy new year!
how i spent my new year?
well,i went to Hatyai with Adil and his family.
i never felt awkward because they treat me as family too
but too bad my family wasnt there.
but the best new year so far.
it will be perfect if my family was there too.

will update soon.
i love you
ps: 2011,was a year that changed my life.Alhamdulillah.